Out of Denial
I am starting to let go of my denial. Sometime in the next month or so there will be a child in my life. Small demanding and persistant. I will not be going to work. I will not be living in this flat. My days will not revolve around organising gambling data. I will not be saying, lets try the new restaurant on the corner.
I will be primary caregiver to the squirming watermellon currently strapped to my belly.
Over the next weeks, I will walk more like a penguin than a person. It will be harder for me to focus on any task.
Complete irreversible change is coming, and I am a little scared of it.
I have the steps mapped. I know the tasks that need doing. 1,2,3 just follow the plan. Time to get started.
posted by alixkid @ 11:57 PM
3 Comments:
Good luck.
Your "Road Map to Victory" will, I'm sure, help you stay the course...(etc.)
You won't be living in the flat? Where are you moving to?
Also, you will be fabulous at being a mum. I have the greatest confidence in you and Dave. Just don't let the lil nipper form the impression that Britney Spears is a role model, and your work as a parent is practically done!
I'm vicariously scared, and excited!
You'll be fine, Alix. You'll be great.
Deep breath!
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